Shock and surprise. No words about it to anyone for 3 days, not even to my husband. A little panicked to be honest. This is how I felt on July 1st when I saw a plus sign on a pregnancy test. “Why now????” was all I could think. With 3 children, a busy schedule like everyone, in the middle of starting a non-profit home. For women. Pregnant and parenting women. Somehow I thought this did not fit in at all. This work is harder and more laborious than I thought to start with. Sta